Well, this morning Jake went hunting with is Dad. I would give anything for Josh to be hear and see them all three together doing something they did every year. I have married such a strong man. There is nothing more important than family. I wish I could give him back something that is such a part of his identity. During happy moments I think is the hardest because I know how excited and proud Josh got of Jake over even little things. Anyway I wasn't planning on getting "deep," but it is so hard during things like this morning. Jacob came home with his dad to show off his beautiful buck he took this morning. He was all smiles and so proud of his "prize". Which I have to say I don't really get excited about all that stuff but this buck had a really nice rack. It was an eight pointer that was so symetrical it was very nice. I came inside to get the camara (josh's camara) I couldn't help, but think how much fun Josh would have had getting Jake to make crazy faces and silly pictures to show off jake's good lookin buck. Not a day goes by I don't wonder how things would be different if Josh were still here... but I am so happy to know where he is and to know that he is here experiencing all of this with us.
By the way I just wanted to say thank you to all of those that are praying for us and have been praying for us. Not only do you learn how valuable family is when you lose someone you also find out how many good friends you have. Jake and I know how blessed we are to have people that love us and pray for us. It is those prayers and love that have allowed us to get to this point in our lives. Now we just look forward to sharing all the joyful times that await us with the beginning of Coles life.
Hodge Podge
9 years ago
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